9 wrote: Where is God in all this? Do you see a second coming?

I have plenty to contribute to this subject but unfortunately at this time have not been "commissioned" to distribute it. The content is such that has the potential to alter how a person can experiences life, along with components that misguided personalities eagerly seek out to high jack for personal gain.
Under the proper commission it would be protected and guided as a means for the greater good. as much as I would love to indulge in the subject, I am asleep.

Turns out this is one of my most favorite of subjects, all my life long have I been involved with this, my mother being a passionate minister of Christianity, growing up in a christian home and going through christian school ext..my father on the other hand being equally passionate in respect to the mystical arts and primarily walking the path through Eckankar.
I always took spirituality very serious and have had my share of visions and conversations. I actually feel that my entire lifes ministry has been one long battle with forces to keep me asleep and silent. Like who else isnt going through that right? this is why , I cant just out right speak whats on my mind in regards to the subject.
If someone were to ask, I have to go through a complete validation process to seek out permission to contribute. not everyone who asks to be healed by God is getting healed right? there is that. and that is what Im talking about. "Ask and it shall be given".."seek and ye shall find".. there is the asker and the seeker. and yet who knows the hour ? and how many have already asked? so asking has a timed answer ..so I cant answer that specifically.

I can for the sake of reason share some things that without revealing exacts. I can take pictures of the baked cake and not share the recipe yes?
hmm..
the event is real, it is best read in the book of Enoch's first to what is promised.
I want to say, but this is very "exact" ..not realy something i should say..but , one word ? can i hint just the word? ok ..no. not that word. hmm
****blank screen****
dude ..sorry this is soo exciting and yet so disappointing..
no i dont have times, I have a perspective of having already lived it, its from the reference point of like when one is already grown up and this happened to a grandfathers time. like it was grandfathered in. and the info is like duhh..like "what you dont know?" and i laugh and look away like i asked a outplayed question..
I am excited to say it for someone like you but ...its like a parent telling me not to look and point at stranger type of reaction. like "shhhh go back to sleep"
lol sorry..its messed up .i know..im messed up. and for all this im feeling embarrassed and you just want to kick me..lmao.
If i can get away with being secret about all this..im tryen..and its already feeling like im in trouble for insinuating this..hey you asked..you made me do it..
going to go eat cause i need to find another space to work before i get us both erased.

Thanks Bee. Is there anything? Please!

You nailed this one too btw.
"Candy in the back pocket"

Doing it!
asgardia.space/en/


ITS GOING UP like you were talking about Bee.

1 Thessalonians 5:1-6

The Day of the Lord
5 Now, brothers and sisters, about times and dates we do not need to write to you, 2 for you know very well that the day of the Lord will come like a thief in the night. 3 While people are saying, “Peace and safety,” destruction will come on them suddenly, as labor pains on a pregnant woman, and they will not escape.
( pictures of how Trumps work and the bringing around ideas of greatness and prosperity)
"'Look! Here is the bridegroom!'" (Matthew 25:6) The five wise bridesmaids have their lamps ready, but the five foolish bridesmaids don't have any oil to light their lamps.
this is the Mandela effect eating away our scriptures- www.dropbox.com/sh/z7z3xg51ah24yeo/AAC11...v4aemyly85N4va?dl=0- what is the light in our world but the word of God as we grew up reading it, allot of it now is being altered as we remembered it many years ago.
what we have left is what we have already incorporated into our living lives as testimony. and the spirit will balance this alteration it in a reckoning through manifestations and miracles and the spirit of God will stand to testify of its presence and through places least expected and all this will balance to push down the dark. fear not in these times as the dark steps out..so too will be the proof to what is controlling it, An what i mean by that is look at the edge of the shadows..how it hold the line and does not break the laws it is governed by. it is not out of control but very well defined and directed. God is always what gives it its place.
if when we face the end we face our beginnings.
inside that fine line..sharp as always. dark and light - shadow and light - like the sharpest blade - we stand and fall - sleep to wake - grief to joy.
9 - I can say this to about that day - semi cryptic
one of the revelation to our awakening . <em>when we wake we will find her laying besides us. or he will be laying besides her. in that glorious morning we awake to realize we are ONE with our other half, we restore our house from that.</em>

Sorry 9, had to disconnect the login again, lots of hackers tryen to bust through for some reason.
use the comment box at the bottom of the screen, seems it works ok for now..im tryen to keep things working

9 - Wed 01 2020 - 20:31
Thanks Bee, can you expand more about the "we awake to realize we are ONE" ?

Genesis 1:27
God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

What is the Image here? its both male and female as we now know and experience through. When we wake up, we find we are one and the same, as then before we were created reflecting that Image. God is the Image . yet multifaceted and explained in many different ways through out time as triune . this experience - we will come to understand this more clearly and when we see it finally , clearly, its going to be a holy shit..duh moment.. so many things left misunderstood and it stands to be right out in the open, just one of those things that gets slapped into our reasoning during our waking time.and it is the main components that kick starts the chain of ahha realizations that realign our understanding to its original state. allot of these things will just alter our way of seeing so much so that we dont misunderstand anymore..the basic things that we are here and ment for. thers no undoing knowing after your shown. it cost us too damn much as we will see it then ..and in the company of those that stand to testify against us then, we will have shown our worth for it through all we been through. kinda like the Cinderella as we know the spirit of that story. whats most important about that one point that im sharing..i haven't been commissioned to explain it, yet i find its ok now, being its getting close to that time where its not going to make much of a difference. its getting closer. i can even expand more on the subject, this one point. but it ties in to all the other points so its foundation. there is a point and then a thing that sets ontop of that point sort of sequence. one has to be understood first to get the next. we understand it all, nothing will be left out.
this one point is one element. I can bet if you look directly at this long enough now ..it will reveal it self without me having to say anything. try it..that way i dont have to be the one to tell you.
Genesis 1:27 "in the image of God He created him; male and female"
keep replaying that..replace the him to them..i wonder who put the "him" there?
the mystery was directed to be hidden ..it was part of the plan to hide the truth in plain site , so that the simple could take comfort in its presence .like a fire on a cold night we huddle up close to it..the "presence" of truth like the fire and the cold like unto darkness.
the confusion from such a thing from this element alone took on many variations to become dignified. and the shame it collected in its wake, it was the closest thing to us we knew and the most officiant testimony in the case against us on the matter of betrayal. we had no chance to escape. and have none.
our misgivings and our ambitions tie to her and her to him in ways that force us to recon with our very nature. and in all we ever had put on the offering to settle our differences , bringing only temporary relief before showing us how far we still have to go. we love and we fight, then we fight to love, and then love keeps us apart to save itself.
what we earned from our fighting gets handed away as we hang from our cross's to save the ones we love.
and so , can we speak about what happens next. we die. or do we.
looks to me we are still here.
Always.
the truth is the simplest thing and the most familiar to us, thus its very simplicity ultimately testify s to its Majesty.
I tell you, there is no escape. we are doomed to recognize it, and have no defense. and we all are guilty enough to even tie ourselves up to the whipping post when we see it.
the glory of such a thing to see the hearts of those who run to tie themselves up to come to terms. though the chance for some will be denied as have been mentioned in the book of Enoch.
even then we see the wisdom of it all being that what it is.
We recognize it for having always been present and active in our lives. our conversations in our minds, in our hearts and with whomever..always contended with it. ever present in its most simplest state.
so
the power of love...if it were like a car.
how does it sound idling. look at your partner. can you hear it idling?
when its angry at your partner..does it sound like its idling then?
is it not the same love? like a car with your foot on the peddle all the way in park.
still a car...still love.
and now..if
God Is love.

heard that before did we?
so image of what are you?
try and see it in a mirror..look at yourself. see it in another..is it something to see? is it spirit or is it real like you can touch it.
whats it like if you sit it on a park bench and let it just idle.

whats missing in the experience to allow for full potential of this experience is it from the lack of knowing? does a child need to be taught to become raptured in the joy of living..give a child in that state a box..a stick..a rock.
it happens like its built in. idle state.
stand on a mountiantop and breath the awe, idle state.
we never leave that place..we just build around it what we find it needs to survive. we adapted and conform to what others close to us provided as a means to survive. we chose our defense and enlisted into campaigns to achieve what we could. so we let it out from time to time in the safe zones we designated and taught it to deal with our inconsistency's , we dressed it up and taught it to throw stones. and as time went on it lost the realization of joy and felt sad in the parks. it pretended to be what it remembered and dressed itself up to remember , loosing within time the reasons to even remember. until after many years with itself it idles just to cry. then it dies.
thus is life, suck it up. lol yep..good end.
hmm
choosing the fruit of the tree we took on the reasoning to be like God.."knowing good and evil".. was this not built into the garden like it was offered to us as a choice? did we not choose to eat? to partake of the path that would open our eyes? this was a choice my friend..and In love there is always CHOICE . no way he wouldn't give that to us, it wouldn't be Love if it wasn't given. stop and see that. He had to put in the DONT DO THIS option, there was the choice..it was installed as choice..do this..dont do that. good..bad.
think about it. you cant just walk up to someone you want to love and tell them to love you right? its a choice a relive of that garden state..a replay if you will.

so here we are left to find your own way. and whats the way we did go. (looking around)

anon - Thu 02 2020 - 17:58
what say you

If you don't mind me saying it how a response comes to my understanding...

Time for upgrades ..updates, seemingly the idea that we can trick our body code to making things do these things, I realize it is atractive and able. we can go into this arena and will and do. just as far as uits needed, inso doing we can design bodys to travel through different environments , like we design deep sea gear to get around underwater.. we can design to travel into different environments. its allot like Avatar the movie.
none of this is outside the possibilities. im not surprised we run into this idea
the only thing that pops up around this is how it will force us to contend with other realities that we balance with.

hmm.....
it looks like i can say this, but through a kind of analogy.

its like when we today can turn our game systems on and jump into the characters on the games..like for example..the Sims 4 game..how when you make your sim character ..dress them up add the personality traits and then drop them into the game..the game is like the life we live in the game..allot can be done but only within the construct of that game, over all the idea is design to entertain the user..the one who is playing.but the game is in a box and its just one single game with its own designated perimeters ..we as characters in the game are thus the character and forced to engage as we are inside the game ..and then we outside the game as individuals playing the game are not so worried about if things in the game cause your real life outside the game to suffer any consequence ..theirs this understanding as a player that its "Just a Game" and when you look at the library of games available it can look like its infinite from where you are..but even that isn't your real life..that just a time killer ..a slice of your time for just a moment of other things that may lend to be way more important then a game...a book a cup of coffee....or just the experience of biting into an apple..(wink wink)...
so the sim figures out its a sim and wants to add life for itself...lol..so what right? no big deal..changes things a bit but its still the sims game lol..
we still have to do the Sim thing ..in the real you just hacked your sim, cool..but is that like cheating? in the sims if you make your sims live forever..and you give em infinite life..your still playing the sims..and your not the sim, but you are..hmm
if Mandela effects just are like game hacks to mess with the player..what player are we talking about?
so what can we understand as sims anyway..we dont need to know the real players info or things outside of the game yes? why ruin the game..allot of this also was some what mentioned in the Matrix..seriously were fine..no monsters in the real just in the game..have fun..take it seriously..dont worry. be all you can be..I know that sometimes we regret in the real what we end up doing here..and in that place its real regret. real feels allot like how we feel sadness here..but its real . hmm
people who die and come back can give you few things on the list for "feelings" that transcend out to and from the real player..Sadness..regret, Love, Joy etc..
saying allot, fro you not asking me..anyway ..look, what we do here that makes us happy there. the feeling are there not here but yet here, crazy yes?......seems to all boil around a story..like in the sims locked in story mode..yes? (hearing that shhhhh ..dont tell)
lol..i dont want to ruin the game..every player is really here is wanting to be doing it like a Sim..tryen to keep it real.like up in the real...lol cool huh? the more real ..the better collectively we are doing this..and its sooo cool, dude..what drives us here is telling to what drives us in the real..'as above so below' we keep saying..we can reflect on the dynamic of what drives us here and see ourselves there, (somewhat) ..we design these things to entertain us and to define what we are ..we engage these realities like we look into a mirror..like when we look at ourselves and we adjust to what we think is good..we tighten our ties..tuck in our shirts..comb up our hair.and depending on the vibe we become really creative with ways we can project to enhance our reality and experience..no this isnt eve like the real..we are way more then sims, lol the sim cant even imagine..its just a sim like a body..you know..a body, its a suite, it fits us..and gets us to be in the game..

lol i dont even want to say even if i could..its like i cook something like a small delicacy and put it on a plate and say try this..i dont want to spoil your reaction..so i say "Just try this " and wait for it..lol..oh i know your going to LOVE this..bite it (wink wink)

490"if when we face the end we face our beginnings."You'r talking 12 monkeys "End At The Beginning" sub-header?12

Im guessing so, the idea does come to mind that it could go with that concept. its was a random lyric in the moment.
Lets just say that we go with that, I dont find it exactly as its being shown through the media, its shows up different in my head.

I see it being a Trojan horse of sorts..like the east took some kind of offense from how the US took a stand in the direction of making them face themselves on how the protesters stood for their rights and such. AND something to do with when you corner the mob after many years of having been in the game, pushing things to a standoff with talks of exposing and arresting so and so.
the Q movement and the like.


It shows up in mind like a faction took on the idea to let the dogs out ..like they threw the card on the table and said..try your move and we go with this move ..
one virus sets off the alarms..like a fire drill being set off as a distraction during a bank robbery while the robbers run around in fireman suits to get shit done.
something says dont fall for the first drill..the real monster is in the clean out..everyone will think its one thing and it piggybacks in through it, and nobody sees it coming.
remember they need your consent to make it good. the will - how we know will balance it back to right.
so lies inside the truth box jumps out like a wind up monkey box..
you wind it up..your hand will do the work ..the tinkling sound of the tune you get so mesmerized in..it sounds so familiar..you trust it, like a childhood memory you cant put your finger on.. and then..hello. everyone goes to point in what direction it came from..and it wont be traced..its a mutation . it just shows up in the heat of the panic, like we thought we knew how to deal with it but turned out to become something worse.
whoever is in the loop gets told they will be immune ..a few will be sacrificed ..dude its a sad thought i know..I dont like to see it plays in my head how it does.
i was mainly saying it is in the script ..it spoke of the time of peace and safety..and then a sudden end. i see the idea should have run to the hillz when the words in the book started changing.
the virgin story i mentioned. that was clear in my head too. like i said..its in the script, its a matter of how you interpret them. how it speaks to you..
we all have it to read..but then there are those who are crazy like me..just reading whatever in between the lines driving everyone else crazy.

yea..looks like a Trojan horse ..its in the script. ..just speculating..like everyone else...just me i guess.

i have to sleep on this to get my mind to bring up an eventual outcome from all this..i will post it soon as it comes in.

continuing on the point above.
I had this come up :

<strong>Matthew 24: 15 - 22 KJV</strong>

15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)

16 Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:

17 Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:

18 Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.

19 And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!

20 But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:

21 For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.

This desolation mention keeps coming up as the thing that is altering the words within our bibles today.
cant say for sure but maybe it all started showing some symptoms around in 2015 as Mandela effect Changes

this was the sign to head to the hills -
look at this link how in the first part of what is said this person also says it as it shows up in my head right now
www.biblestudy.org/prophecy/the-day-of-the-lord.html

The phrase "day of the Lord" occurs thirty-one times in the King James Bible. It is found twenty-six times in the Old Testament and five times in the New. Its first mention is in Isaiah 2:12 and its last recorded use is in 2Peter 3:10. The day of the Lord takes place on the earth and occurs roughly during the last eighteen months of the great tribulation period.
The day of the Lord will be the most concentrated time of trials, pain, suffering and mass death the world has, or ever will, experience (Matthew 24:21 - 22). Paradoxically, it will also be a period of unprecedented wealth and prosperity for at least some of humanity (see Revelation 18:9 - 19).

I also see the virgin parable mentioned by Jesus
Matthew 25 :

The Parable of the Ten Virgins
25 “At that time the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. 2 Five of them were foolish and five were wise. 3 The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any oil with them. 4 The wise ones, however, took oil in jars along with their lamps. 5 The bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all became drowsy and fell asleep.

6 “At midnight the cry rang out: ‘Here’s the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!’

7 “Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps. 8 The foolish ones said to the wise, ‘Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.’

9 “‘No,’ they replied, ‘there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.’

10 “But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.

11 “Later the others also came. ‘Lord, Lord,’ they said, ‘open the door for us!’

12 “But he replied, ‘Truly I tell you, I don’t know you.’

13 “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.

seems it was in the same breath when he said this that theother thing about how bad things get till he comes..
Matthew 24 :

22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.

23 Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.

24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

25 Behold, I have told you before.

26 Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.

27 For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

28 For wheresoever the carcase is, there will the eagles be gathered together.

29 Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:

30 And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.

take it or leave it..this is the only thing thats showing up right now.

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Its looking like this is the point that i was seeing about it having a trojan horse feel. like it had a hand in coming out of a lab , but in the long run takes another turn. like in the movie "I Am Legend" , a vaccine turning into ...

First time getting on a mic to talk about things, seems the time for it has come. I'll try and do more talks.
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Im with the idea that the card was a long con long before and seems that allot of layers were in the cake to bake it in the time they set..this could be the card they might call a trump card, the one they use to keep everyone playing in check...because decent is not a thing that can be tolerated ..as a general rule to a long con..way too much to loose . .the needle jab ..thier nano black goo mind trip (jump to 42 - listen carefully) that goes after the God Gene ..thier trickster, thier cleaner. the one that calls down the thunder. its the balance that lives as the bright inside the light that opens our eyes to see in our ends. this time round waking up is going to cost us our dream. an what we come to seeing when we awake is going to be our truth and our reckoning.
Im sure they had in mind they would love to mandate it and enforce it so without it you wont be able to participate in the grand society, check points to scan for thier mark that shows you got thier shot. on a hand or head. its just for the "safety of us all" they will say. Alarms to go off at the doors to malls and all public entry places like airports, borders, etc. as face scans will play nice with it..see thier layers? the long con?
right in the open,
this is playing all out like this is all in the script. as usual it captivates us through our fears and in our ignorance we seek the help in a spell of panic.from.a crisis manufactured hyped up is enough. we dont end with it though..it all ends well in the long run..its part of the big reveal..they cant pull this off :ultimately: as a control. .they get checked as they progress, like they cant stop shooting themselves in the foot, Genesis 3:15: fate, just the way it is. still it cost us a dream to wake up.
dont panic we dont fall for this ..we come to realize who were dealing with and as always,we just decide what to do with it. history played this in reflections , mimicking it like kids playing with sticks as guns to growing up to playing with real guns in a grown up war. seriously...dont be shocked..this has been always sitting at our dinner tables at our family gatherings, hell we even laugh at his jokes. familiar face like an uncle Joe.
I dont say this will be an immediate sort of thing..it comes out from this event like a jack in the box..we wind it up through our fears and this thing just pops out.

found these just today, had to download it cause they said they were taking it down, makes a whole lot of the same sense i was saying

really good read here
silent-company.com/shares/readthis.pdf

seems the attacks keep coming now, they just took out my facebook page with many years of hard earned subscribers. 50k+ gone. froze out my youtube numbers years ago, hard times now. holding on by a hair. let me see if i can take a swing in the right direction to balance this

ah ha! dude!
freekie deekie bulshit right here
vigilantcitizen.com/latestnews/bill-gate...8rSO3gFneWpdBBzxWA5Y

"The Big Reveal"
www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread1262420/pg1

not what i meant, but shows up as a sync..bigger things in mind as the reveal, more to do with a spiritual awakening. what people call the second coming event.
this is part of the script too though. its just not the fullness of it.

as it it is i do see it to be a mark like a clear tattoo type of thing. interfacing on the skin as a biological interface. not all about implant. it has a part of implant component that interacts with the brain to silence the "connection" but as they always took that as a focus to interfere with that, to alter its potential and abilities to align us. its asleep in ways but has been designed to wake up under predesignated conditions. and its that time just about now.

someone posted this yesterday on a thread someplace, it sheds some light about plans made
patentscope.wipo.int/search/en/detail.js...060606&tab=PCTBIBLIO

checking in, this thread is wild aint it?
>i< this be the signal when it drops

so.. just been sitting back chillin and waiting for that line to ring, not yet ho ho. I know things been crazy all over with changes hitting and i been wanting to toss in some hope, its sad to watch and deal with for me too. depressing in fact..its dark yo, freaken dark..wild crazy like cant see your hand dark...disturbing down to the bone, man, and who would of thought it would alter reality in the ways it has? @_@ just for those who see that..its a thing aint it? sorry you cant chime it to tell me that, this place has been on a lockdown since i been here doing this and that,I did put a box at the bottom of the screen to have comments tossed into. it works by adding the numbers..anon it if you need to. it works, had a few questions and the such come through. Maybe the >i< will ring to get a answer to you direct, so bizarre how an when that will show.

we all got it, its built in, dont stress ..it pops up when it wants through anyone. not like its activated more or less in anyone in particular, I been seriously looking at it and taking snaps of how it does its thing..a curiosity, and I have to say, its still as mysterious as when i first spoted it working itself through my life. I see it around..its odd cause i dont find it dressed the same for others, it will paint it self into what fits the circumstance to make points. its the points that add up to connect up that make it matter .

so....(looking at the stars)

this guy lays out a clear point, i found allot of what he was pointing at stirring up a response, cant say for sure but its been collecting into a pool like a bunch of tiny raindrops coming together..im getting the same big picture at random times flashing up...i guess i can sorta pull a point into mind that i can point at..
shows up like this is all a ment to be thing, not like it should be a thing that we all should freak out about, the thing that keeps coming up is that we are going to be scared to face up to our disconection, it should bring fear to some extend, its a edge of what we dont know and what we SHOULD know...its like when dad yells at us about things that are seriously important, we get shook up about it, we look at where we stand in comparison to what he saying..of course we want to do right we just ended up not knowing any better and it turns out we gota be set straight..boom..thats the ment to be thing, i get like a picture of a dad showin up from around a corner to catch the 8 year old kid whos firen up a cigarette , theres this moment were its like he says "oh big man yea?..take a big drag son..hold it in and swollow" knowing full well hes gonna see the kid turn green and wanna throw up..
some things teach themselves.
the thing is its all a phase..it takes this to introduce the ballance into our reasoning, so we can implement it for the good...again not allot here we know..and we are going to have to learn ..and this is the teacher. dig in.
its bad and good all at once..the lesson is tough and it shows up as a thing that carry's great promise. after all this we going to see it was worth learning. I promise.
we realy cant avoid it. and its like a train wreck, its going be loud and nasty ..once we see it we wont forget.

so
like the kid who finds 20 bucks on the ground, runs into the candy store and buys 20 bucks worth of candy, goes to sit in a cozzy spot and proceeds to eat the whole thing .
this is how he ends up learning how to do it right, candys not bad all by itself, its soo good =) but all at once..too much? and if you dont share that pile your chances get worse to avoid the stomach ace. hmm
we are ment to get all we have, its just the timing and the things we need to know to get it to work right .
so if mamma catches up to us and trys to sort out the inevitable , we might not believe things would be as bad as she is telling us it will be, we might even blame her for how she thinks.
as dad says.."let them learn it the way its gonna teach him."

sigh,
jelly beans gonna taste so good with them M&Ms

yea I get im being a bit distant about the points that are on the table, I haven't had the practice to nail it direct to specifics. I can try some of that now, let me figure that out...
not entirely going to be exact..but try and let me try..
the change we have coming is oversight taking the cards they been delt and playing them as best they know how, they are the alternative side in the learning table.
we have to have the opponent play to make this a real experience. sort of like the idea of spawning a bot in a game to play against. but this is a real entity and not the bot. this time we are facing the real ..the program has always taken the code and algorithms off the real functioning alternative. its is the shepherds staff and the balance of all that is built into this experience.
we ultimately find our selves coming to terms with truths, and it will have no rights to our choosing, we alone get to choose.. in the end truth will stand without question in our midst. things that were left out from us knowing, will have to show up to honer the directive of choice. truth will become obvious. a re alignment will take place and we step into our reckoning..what we deserve from that point will be in the open and exposed in its season.. .we are coming to that season. The great purification.
I have glimpses from time to time of that state and its not something i myself am good at figuring out, im waking from things too..sometimes, no wait, almost always i find myself going WTF for a good stretch of time as i argue around inside till it settles , for years now..its been all about getting my ass handed to me..
Im slowly get it ..its not like something i can hold on to easily..my reasoning pops and then theres this long blank screen ..it pops on..then pops off..i even tried to ignore it to avoid the
psychological trouble ..it aint working. thats why i sit here..poking at these keys right now..pushing out of mind, as though unloading it will help settle my struggles in some way.

hmm..ok the idea is this.the idea that.AI is on its way in and its going to stand in the room with our reality and we will see it like it is
looks like a pair of glasses that connects to a hand watch then to a mainframe that everyone will have..we all get the connection and we integrate into a semi holodeck sort of exsitance
matrix and all these kinds of jacked in concepts are going to merge into our realities. the tattoo is the ID and the device interfaces to our seeing..like virtual reality visualization interlaced with the real. just like we go crazy to get the new iphones, we cant wait to get our id and the chance to interface, it looks like a VR game but in real life interfaced.
the thing is when we cross into that state we will see and come to understand our 'humanity' and the worth will increase. as we live through the virtual. we fantasize about the old days, and wish to return to our original state and through that experience we find the obvious.
truth, and that originality become as glorious as the alternative. some will merge, some will work out a balance and forge into pockets and sects to salvage humanity. at this point we should be off world and colonizing.
the state of mind that works out into what some expect as the second coming turns out to be the original state realized. and in so far as we faced the alternative ..we face the original in all its splendor and promise. both will stand together in our midst and we will find our place in them. The person we know as Jesus in our history will end up showing up as the centralization of all that we ever experienced and ever will. he will then be recognized as :I AM: in all of us. I can see this more and more as I come to terms with the realization to what im seeing.it comes im waves in my understanding but its hard to describe it from how it shows up in my head. its a heart event for me..mind takes a long walk into wtf to sort it out .I never realy got a chance to talk about it and allot of it is in put down into boxs to sort out as i can..i should have help to at least talk it out, guess this is as good as it gets for help for me, anyway, this is the Main Event. when we stand to witness this, we will understand him as he is and see him in all his glory. I dont see how it/he comes , i just see the mindset after. its coming as an a past event for me, at present im struggling to try to sort out the differences. I dont know why i have to deal with this at all even. im guessing allot more of us are having this sort of thing hit us nowadays. Im sure im not alone, i hear some people talk about various points that came through for me..im sure allot of what i havent been able to sort out will end up something others might be able to figure out to share. right? hope so.
anyway back to the point..
The lies we have been walking past in our daily lives will show up to become obvious misleading s we then come to terms with how we contributed to our collective confusion, we also will learn from our struggles on ways to avoid it. cant see the kid mentioned earlier with all his candy doing it more then few times before another idea starts coming to mind..
doesnt always turn out as sensational as it first looked in our heads, thats the thing..i myself sat down and went back and forth with how simple truth actually turned out..and the thing that always got me..was how it was sitting just as it sits in the day of my reckoning as it always was..it never had to be loud, and it was always just powerful enough to make all the difference. power like that stands strong even when its sleeps. like a simple smile can tell the whole story. I mean after he comes it just settles right down to that. we get it and it aligns everything back, like all the waves just smooth out and the storms stops...I can see that place in my heart i just dont know how best to explain it..soo much different in the world now, and then, yet not easy to explain about how he is exists in the now even. I see his being in all we are now, but its not come yet, his coming will bring it for all to see.
if he IS as I see him in all things now, what is this coming? like he is someplace else? the thing is what im trying to describe is not yet come for the world now. yet in my heart it is already. its not a revelation to some like it it has become for me..I can only hope it will be a world that comes to this understanding. Its made me a whole lot of confused in contrast to whats happening and how to live through this so it can be ok..
so wierd for to even think and say things like this..you know i crazy right? lol no realy ..its nuts in my mind right now. this is the thing,..like i want the world to have this same altered mental breakdown and to think all will be well lol. I dont think it would be a well experience for allot of folks even close to me that i know personally. yea..some people could use some sense better then what they are showing up with ..i see that..but you know even everyone finds there way to truth and no one is ever off that path..I can see choice is a factor for everyone. what makes one man love a dog and another want nothing to do with it.
to offer love or deny it is basic practice. now who do you want to be punished for holding back love for say..a cat or a dog? a fish or a goat. we let things slide and we make our way through life to find an existence that we can find our peace with. even the man in a cell that has to do hard time..his moments are filled with getting his or her peace of the peace of mind that is left available to them through the grace that is God still standing with them even when humanity has abandoned them without hope or dignity, and yet youl find the fight in their eyes to defend that connection. not every person finds a name for the battle they are in...some people floating in an ocean after a plane crash make friends with a floating soccer ball..even call him Wilson. yea..swear i seen that someplace...but whats going to stop us from loving what we can when it works for a connection to represent ...hmm..yea..that...
i dont know ..seems like a tangent took off and i was on it... im ssoo tired..gonna go sleep now...for good yea?
yea...

yea., that place , holding on


making due , humanty finds the connection working in so many ways, but the connection is singular ..He says "I AM" and what we find behind the vail to be the "I AM" is always..is the always . and for now all our different claims to it are true and yet for what is behind it we storm through batlle fields to lift the same thing to its proper place..we fight for the same cause one names it wilson and the other applesauce..what we dont realize is dilibreatly linked to why we dont wake up to the silly behind what we are doing, the spell we are under is like when somone trys to sleep and has to close the eyes and count sheep..the different levels to get to realy be asleep, ever see a kid want to stay up in his crib play with his toys till he passes out?
we are like that kid slowly nodding off as we play with our toys, yea i get life is a bit more dramatic as it seems in all its drama and emotional content. we are fully immersed in its depths and potential , but in the grand overview we as adults watching through this stand by as guards to insure we dont over look anything and capture our best attempt, as to forg it into it purest form. savor the journey, let it have it's full season, it's destined to greatness. what many alternately fight as evil is a force that has power only from the source to do as it is doing. if the God gives it authority to be as it is and functions within what is ultimately the will of the creator, hmmm again the silly we find our selves tangled in our reasoning is part of what propels us , like the thirst to get some water. they tie to eachoer to compel us to do things, a call out. a challenge, the struggle and the prize are married to how much its worth to us in the end..measure the struggle and you can see the prize...yea
so whats this all sayen..? well that im just as tired as i was last time i typed something and should now get off and sleep for sure..
=)

god i sound preachy dont I? hey listen..im not all about sayen what to do ,,im sharen a way I see things to see if i can even do that..i know it aint for everyone to even understand..im just sharin my thoughts.

Ok, this transmission woke me up , was asleep and it droped right in my head like a brick.
Table was set, string is responding as expected. "Prepare to be tuned."

let me hint a thought of how well this is going to go down. Meet your control who now is seen through present technology ehhem..A.I.

seeded history through conquest through blood of slaves. (karma levels added)
systematic slaughter of indigenous tribes, people along side with their sacred shrines and holy places (karma levels added)
War levels one two and 3 (karma levels added)
for every level you meet the installment of furtherance for the management for each
altar terrestrial government treaties, systematic alliances transferring ownership through technological exchanges (well expected and preordained under such conditions)
oversight in place to oversee things for the remainder of the coarse. (note: nothing is out of place, nor is this outside of the control of God)


The track was laid and the train is boarding..meet your driver and now see your destination?.
Same finger in the histroy of all this, it was from before all this.
some see it as the devil and will see it as the devil. in all its glory i would only say it is that. no doubt it is the same as through all human histroy.
it strikes the string before it tunes...the world population along with the planet shakes and responds , as expected and pretty much like when someone plucks a string to test the note before the tuning begins..changes on this level will be epic defined and deliberate. the string will be brought to tune. and when that does we align to it and find our face along with the capacity to understand, limited but not restricted to only the level we are stationed on.
the next level (note) we come to rest on, will be when most start to understand whats in store and expected for that level.
think of it as when the note changes it shifts, changes, frequency, a good indicator is what we know now as the term Mandela effects, we see them as we shift through our changes to readjust into new perspectives.
also the Mandela effects started when the player (x) took hold of the instrument to tune it. (note that this player did already posses it) for many century's and generations, I would defiantly say its ancient and original to the foundation.
sigh...
we all know through experience when an instrument is brought to tune..it then gets played.

wait to you hear this next song..you wont believe who wrote it.
guess.

this is all part of the story my friends, we are in this whether we want to believe it or not.
if you ask Why? all i can say to answer that is
"we love our apples"


I will expand on some points as we go here, i have a few things to sort out before i can

I been numb since my last post, I dont know exactly why im even typing right now. I cant feel at all comfortable with whats on the table, got to play the hand i was delt. Looking at it at different angles doesn't change it much, sitting with it didn't bring anything else more or less, I get why this is , what it is..
hmmm, its like so much has been left out of sight and only mentioned in cryptic circles, all this potential is way below expected standards for the time...(like a 30 year old reading childrens books) its a natural expectation to see things come to this kind of head, How much do we NEED to know is the grand question, how much to know, to balance all this expected change. its going to have to balance out, ..its a truth blowback, some kind of payback, and as many are expecting revelations to play out into some exotic grand Judgment day circumstance , its been written and read out in many languages and circles. its almost expected, were looking for it..betting everything on it in fact.
you can see this sort of thing come to terms in a school yard, in any country, ...living life shows this after some time going around the mill you can see the pattern of reckoning happening time and time again, its obvious to most that something is holding us accountable, allot of people take it for granted and play it off like it just a thing that people say, and its all a matter if you call it down into your life through belief .
does IT require belief Morpheus? or does it need requirements to operate outside of belief . without requirements at all It stands to testify to either side.

see the funky thing about this is, what exactly am i looking at? is it a vuge concept? a defined point in our reasoning that we can Definitely see and trust? now let me ask you ..do you think we should be able to?? .is this something i shouold be able to show you like a septor?..something you can hold..and you can see and show.to anyone and say "behold. the POWERr to not doubt, the POWER of Truth", it is the Judgment septor and ANYONE can hold it and KNOW how to sort out anything that is offered that needs to be fixed or realigned from a false to truth!
the knowledge to all that is right and true. (Queue parade)

now if i gave you that and sent you off.."here, go fix the world" ..as you walked away and felt all powerful..i say.under one condition, you cant compromise choice, dont take anyone's free will away.

so what can then be done with all that POWER ? maybe put it on the table for all to look at? ..in the off chance they would want to fix themselves?

hmm.is this world we live in not like the table and we are looking dead at IT ..and what IT is . IS right in front of us all? looking like its gift wrapped in what looks to be some type of toilet paper? as to not call attention to itelf, looking all simple like a stone sitting off to the side of a road..inconspicuous.

lol i dont know, but is that not screaming "Not fair"!!??
something is laughing sooo hard inside of me right now..and at the same time something is crying very hard! FFS will you both sit TF down for a minute! gimi a sec, i have to think.

no wait. breath. there IS hope, I read some promises in the book of Enoch from God in regards to what is in store for humanity. I trust this is all going to end very well for us. I just have to take the journey of discovery. and walk through what it takes to own IT .
Just have to believe what i read to be TRUE. or not

Sorry guys, I been in a cloud, it seems its been noticing that I been talking, so now its froze my connection. I dont think its going to be long now. I tried to type last night but something came hard on top of me. felt like i jumped into another space then the one i was in..i took a breath, and backed off the keys. I feel ok , 12 hours later. I'll try in a few see if i can..brb

Back..so..this is like i walk into a elevator and dont push a button, the doors closes..
the elevator starts to go...but i dont know what level it will stop and what Ill see when the door opens..i feel a sense of dread sometimes when i first walk in nowadays, i used to feel curious mingled with optimism when i first started doing this..seems the shift has to do with the content i chose to engage with.
if i choose the buttons to pick thats when the I get this feeling of dread. if i let the thing do its own thing it feels much better for me.
there is this me driving it..or the thing driving it self thing..
the boat has a current under it..dont struggle to float or i sink dynamic.
dont pick the notes ..listen, as you play. be involved but dont drive it.
sooo

floating now
Justice..aborted justice. the truth and how we reason and how we alter the voice of the directive as we engage with the dynamic of balance.
hmm..lol
what the F!
yea - stop thinking about it..alright then..whats next?
elevator stuck now.
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still stuck..
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lights out now..
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ok now im sad..
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falling asleep..
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Ok..Im hung up on this Justic thing..
what its saying is Justice is all by itself without the need for what we call right and wrong..it sits as it states its own directive above the dynamic of living..
as ballance gets busyt to realign our thinking..we face truths that we abort in our reasoning or we find ways to embrace them.
paradigms shifting and all the above ..we float around like a handful of peas tossed off into the ocean some to land on beach shores as other struggle in the waves.
for our state of mind to become the change we have to collect enough of these peas into a cup and we then can move into the ways we need to become..each state brings its own management and team of problems..every level in the game has its set of challenges.
Justice is a facotr in our current state of mind and reality..we are in the process to collect enough of these peas to balance the results..
slow and its ia shift..its a big task at this time to bring the points of what we are suppose to see and what we need to to see into balance..not everything we are engaged with shows the obvious signs of progress, but even the stopping of a thing ..brings with it a lesson. so stagnation has its work its tasked to achieve.
Justice.
it keeps saying Justice.
we dont have allot of truth served to us on the screen so we are left to balance inside of our intuition .
i see big suds foaming to clean the dirt here.
a reaction..and the reaction tells the story that there is a directive in play that is com[promising to deliver the balance.
Justice.
fair?
good.
for the question in the box..
The alternative is what is our integration into technology...
in the long run all technology bleeds into the real as we see now..th AI walks us through to places we combine to ourselfs in the future through it its like aloop.
so much it can do and thats all it can do..like in analogy of the sims that i mentioned in earlier post. we hack the game but just the game..not the reality we are coming from. the thing about it is in the original state the character interfaced with the real..the real has to attach itself to the character in the game..(not that this is a game) so in a way you can see the way a character is set up in this construct and get the clues to what the real is about. 'made in an image' as they say.
original and then the alternative.
in this anology the original can put this game away into its dvd case and shove it back into a shelf with all the its other games, and for the AI in that game its is like the versions of the gamecode per game dvd..so many revisions and game systems to engage with and not to mention the choices of games for that original individual -chosen by the individual. and then so on..what makes an individual in the original. if it engages on a daily with game code in all its variations for entertainment or education . you see the two are the same yet separated. our biology and systems are instructions and in them we find some alterations and we find maintenance and interdemintional interactions as a result and yet we are baffled with it. lol as we should be but..take heart we are more then we are shown in the small space we engage with.
the original state. is a who. a fractal of a same person/s throughout but we are that in variations and are running the coarse to get checked systematically to balance to that respectfully.
i hope this doesn't ruin the gameplay for who ever reads this. its ok to forget this soon as you read it. dont listen to crazy people..lol
what are you doing here.???.go ..eat a burger, or take a shit. whos that texting you?
mamas calling you..

you can see im a MATRIX movie fan

lets see if this site will let me write anymore, seems the site has broken and put itself into a state of limbo, the database is running errors in the administration section and its preventing me from editing or adding any articles.. its running just on the surface but wont update or let me add anything. Sooo
let me see if by pressing the submit button will work for this forum..

well that worked..
hmm..

lets see if i can continue with this section now

just sat here typing but cant grasp anything specific, everything is available ..but nothing is specific..
i hear the notion to be calm, peace be still..
it says peace be still..
trust the silence